I am still ALIVE!!!

OH man I feel like I can finally breath now that I actually have a day off!! I knew it was going to be hard working two jobs and being a mom and wife but I didn't realize how much I am missing out on. Caleb and Kiaya keep begging me to stay home. I have had many break downs, just because I miss my family, there are days I go to the hospital then to my other patients house then back to the hospital in the AM so there are times I don't see Josh and the kids for almost 2 days, so I think I am entitled to some break downs?? I love love my job though, I am learning so much and can't wait to hopefully start school in the fall. I can actually go to college ahhhh so crazy to say and think:) I am really hoping that my kids know mommy is doing all this for them, so we can keep our house and all the nice things we are blessed to have. I am hoping by the end of summer I will work both jobs part time instead of 2 full time jobs, b/c Josh has been accepted into the voc rehab program which means he may be working aging by August.The kids are all doing Great, Kiaya did her first play last month and from what I heard she did awesome(I unfortunately missed it cause I had to work late that day) but she had grandparents and her dad there to cheer her on! Caleb is still a straight A student and will be starting football soon, the 3 little monkeys well there just Monkeys, fighting getting into things fun stuff like that, Noah's favorite thing to do now is pull the dishwasher down and set on the door, its hilarious but kind of scary at the same time. well I hope all is well with everyone!